Once Upon a Soul…
There was a mystic who kept finding herself in the same heartbreak,
the same disappointment,
the same unspoken ache.
No matter how many mantras she whispered,
how many cleanses she performed,
how many cards she pulled,
the outcome echoed with eerie familiarity.
“Am I cursed?” she whispered to the moon one night.
But the wind didn’t answer.
It held up a mirror instead.
And what she saw wasn’t a curse.
It was a pattern.
Not Everything Haunting You Is Hexed
It’s easy to blame bad energy.
To call it spiritual warfare.
To think the wound must come from outside you, because how could it possibly still be here?
But darling,
most of the things that haunt us
are echoes of what we’ve tolerated too long.
This isn’t a curse.
It’s a loop.
And you’ve been spinning in it, calling it fate.
The Pattern Isn’t There to Punish You, It’s There to Free You
Repetition doesn’t mean failure.
It means you’re still at the site of power.
And your soul will bring you back to the scene
of the misalignment, the suppression, the silence,
until you choose a new response.
Because that moment right there,
where the trigger returns, where the door shuts again, where the ache blooms in the same place,
That’s not punishment.
That’s possibility.
Patterns Are Proof of Your Participation, And Your Power
You might not have chosen the original story.
But if it’s repeating,
your energy is still agreeing to it.
Whether consciously or unconsciously,
your field is open to the familiar,
- The same kind of love that wounds like the last
- The same financial cycle, right before the breakthrough
- The same spiral of over-giving, under-receiving, and spiritual bypassing
But here’s the medicine:
If you’re powerful enough to create the loop…
you’re powerful enough to break it.
The Break Doesn’t Come from Force, It Comes from Frequency
You don’t heal a pattern by hating yourself for repeating it.
You don’t shift through shame.
You shift by witnessing.
By noticing the moment the energy starts to echo,
and choosing differently.
You shift by grounding your nervous system in new safety.
By affirming:
“I don’t have to learn through suffering anymore.”
And most of all,
by interrupting the trance of tolerating.
You’re Not Cursed. You’re Being Called to Consciousness.
That cycle?
It’s an initiation in disguise.
It’s not there to defeat you.
It’s there to wake you.
So the next time you find yourself spiraling, again…
ask:
- Where did I first agree to this?
- What does this repetition give me (even in dysfunction)?
- What new identity is trying to emerge through this pattern?
Because once you see it, really see it,
The spell is broken.
And your sovereignty returns.
If you’re ready to break loops instead of reliving them,
A Love Affair With Life will guide you into soulful authorship. Not through avoidance.
But through deep, devotional responsibility.